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I'm fucking exhausted and drained from trying to keep this pathetic existence afloat. Can't I find someone to connect with, to share my deepest fears and hopes without judgment or ridicule? The emptiness in my chest aches, it's just fucking unfair. I need someone to lean on, to lift me up when I'm crumbling. Instead, I'm faced with this reality where I just sit there, in front of black mirrors, watching that nothing, you get it? FUCKING NOTHING gets better. The suicide is the only solace. Slipping into that warm, comforting bath, embracing the freedom that comes from severing those life-giving ties. The peace that awaits beyond this agonizing torment is so sweet, euphoric.... Save me. Tell me I'm worth something. But this isn't enough. It's too late.